One thing I promised myself was that I would never date or marry a workaholic, because I had seen the havoc that caused in my parent’s marriage. Unfortunately, my subconscious has a different slant on things, because the only thing that it seems to be attracted to are workaholics. I couldn’t believe it when someone pointed that out to me. I am attracted only to workaholics. Well, I have been in the past and it doesn’t seem to be changing. My ex was one. The guy I am lusting after right now is definitely one. What the hell? Why am I attracted to workaholics? What is it about them?
I like guys who have a lot of interests and passions beyond work, but doesn’t that mean that the guy is too busy pursuing his passions to actually spend time with you. I like guys who do not call or text me a thousand times a day and I am fine if they do not call for a week or so, as long as they call me at least once a week, so I know that they are alive. But that again brings up the workaholic thing. Or it brings up the thing that they are not actually lavishing me with attention as I deserve being a princess in my own right.
Maybe the fact is that I am sending out mixed signals to the world and it doesn’t know how to interpret them. It sends me the workaholics because technically that is what I am looking for.
Dilemma.
